i don't really want to active here anymore. all i get and see from here are ripoffs, liars, cheaters, assholes, spammers, pedophiles, creepy people, stalkers and people who don't give a shit about others efforts and money/points. i don't want to go into detail because that would single out some people and i don't want that.
I've also been feeling pretty down about my social media accounts lately because i feel that because of the little follows/watchers/notes/likes/comments i get it shows that I'm not a good artist. i also feel that the main reason why i started getting serious about drawing was to get attention, followers and recognition but i guess i really don't have what it takes to be a great artist, because good/popular artists are those who don't want recognition, but since i want that it'll probably never happen. I'm such a stuck up and shitty person that only wants recognition, followers, lots of points and good art in return of art trades and commissions. i don't think such an awful human being should even be on deviant art/twitter/tumblr/instagram (as you can see thats me being desperate), so i guess thats pretty much it. I'm sorry. i really am.